What To Destroy Next

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I know that I am not actually responsible for things falling apart, breaking, or people dying, but, damn, it sure feels like it at times.  It is hard to look around and see your Dad hurting and not be able to do anything about it, to see the rest of your family worrying, and not know what to say.  It is hard to see your best friend hurting and lost and not be able to do anything about it.  It is hard to see people you care about be sad, or sick, or stressed, and not be able to do anything.  And on top of all that, there is money woes, job hunts (because subbing, while nice, has problems of its own), the meeting of new people, the continued battle with the Boxes To Be Unpacked (every time I think I made some head way I find a whole new corner and go “oh, look, what fresh Hell have I found now?”).  Amongst other things.  I am SO glad B and Spacie are coming in tomorrow.  I don’t think I can handle supporting anyone else right now, and B and Spacie are super fun.  I need some fun.

~ by mexalapotis on April 30, 2009.